Hmm this is the first journal entry that i am putting out. This should be interesting lol. Well i am sure that you all have been told from gothdevil that he is goin to be comming up to spend the summer with me We are both trying to come up with the money for this. I have one of my good friends helping me out a little bit. I am also looking into getting a job. That should help with his trip up here. I am going to be soooo happy when i get to see him D
I also have some more good news One of my older sisters that i have not seen since i was like umm 2 is going to be living with my family. Well, she is already kinda living there and all but yeah. We still hav to pick her things up. So yeah i guess that is good news lol. Its kind of funny though. She is 19 turning 20 and i just turned 16 and i can kick her ass. lol And believe me she is not a small girl at all. Lets just say if she sat on me i would be a gonner lol. There would be no more nicki lol.
Come to find out, My mom told my brothers and sisters that she was pregnant. ( and her gay bf) But the other day she pulled me aside and told me that she is only saying that so her boy toy will shut up. He's been bugging on that for a while and will get pist if he dont have a baby boy to " keep it running in the family". But what he happens to foeget is that she has already had 12 kids and the Dr. said that if she has anymore then she could die durring labor. And if she does die durring labor he'll diein his sllep cause she is the only parent i have left. Besides i wouldnt mind killing em And dont worry chuck i wont do it. As much as i want to i wont. lol

Hmm i really dont know what else to say here. I dont want to sound retarded lol. Well hope to talk to you all very soon. For now i am going to eat lunch and get off here before my teacher see's me and gives me a detention. Woopss my bad haha l8ter all